Its been a couple weeks since I have posted anything but there has been a lot going on! I am growing daily. I wake up each morning excited to see what else I can possibly learn about who God is and His character. My prayer each day has been for a new revelation each day of Him. I have gotten AT LEAST one a day. God is so good.
My week in Kona was amazing and God moved me in many ways. I realized the power that is within me and of course every believer. Its a shame that Chrisitans walk around worried about whats said when in our very own bodies we have the power of God and he can restore, heal, and show His goodness through us if we are willing to step into it. That was quite the revelation for me!
Last week we had Andy Byrd come. He is quite the man of God. He also encouraged us to walk in the Spirit and spoke to us about the power of prayer. The whole school here is so willing and open to act on what we hear that we began praying for physical healings right and left. There were many healed from headahces, stuffy noses, and necks. There were also those who weren't healed but that does not reflect on who God is at all! Andy told us how we as Christians do have the authority to heal, cast out demons, and spread His kingdom. (Luke 9:1-2, Matthew 10:8) God would not tell us to do something if we were not capable. We have to step out in faith and let the Holy Sprit work. The sick aren't going to heal themself. Step out, try, and see where God wants to use you. You'll never know the power within you if you don't try! Having Andy Byrd here on base really encouraged us all to increase our faith and believe in the power of prayer. Coming here I thought prayer was important but honestly I figured God is God and He will carry out what He wants to do whether or not i am praying about it. Now I have come to realize that God wants us to seek His heart and know His heart for the issues around the world and in our own lives. He doesn't NEED us but He wants to show us by praying and then we can catch a glimpse of His beautiful heart. If we are not acting in love then its in vain. Gods love is pure and true. Ask God to break your heart for what breaks His. You will be blown away. That was a tid bit of what I learned last week, now for this week...
This week is Holy Spirit week. OH MY GOSH! I am so excited and have already experienced some crazy things. We have another speaker from Kona. Her name is Amy Sollars. She told us her testimony and I can not believe what she has gone through. From a young age she saw the spiritual realm. From the ages 11-16 she was tormented by demons constantly. She would talk to them face to face and they would come visit her in her room. They filled her head with lies saying, you are not good enough, you are not pretty enough, you should kill yourself, no one likes you. It got to the point where they were throwing her against her wall in her room. She did not tell anyone because at the age she was worried people would think she was crazy and she would get sent to a mental hospital. When she was 16 she went to a church and the pastor prayed for her. Her eyes rolled back and a demon began speaking in a mans voice. After 30 minutes she was restored. She could not believe the silence in her head. It had not been quiet for five years! Could you imagine that ?!
With all of that said, she has the gift and of seeing the spiritual realm. She also has an amazing gift of prophecy. She can prophesy over anyone. It comes so easy to her and she can look at people and tell them about past or future events, whatever God is putting on her heart to say. So you can imagine the week we are coming upon!
Last night she spoke of being baptized in the Holy Spirit. I do not think many people have heard of this. We all have heard of water baptism but being baptized in the Holy Spirit is just asking Him to come upon us and fill us with His spirit and stating that you believe in Him and the Word of God. She said that a sign that He is moving is speaking in tongues and not to be afraid to say whats on our heart. A prayer in tongues is in "perfect form" and satan himself cannot understand it. As we all began praying this He began to move in our tin. Let me rewind to a year ago at CCU, one night I was upset and I asked God just to hold my hand and never let go as long as I live. I raised my hand as i laid in bed. My hand and arm began moving and I could not believe it! I asked God to never let me doubt that that had happened and to always know He's there holding me and guiding me each day. Back to lastnight...as i prayed I could feel Him moving and I laid there. Amy said He is coming to some of you and just wants you to raise your hands so i did. My arms began moving just like they did last year. I laid there and prayed. That lasted for about 15 minutes or so. I sat up and continued praying. I stood up again. While all of this was going on Amy went around praying, as well as all the staff. I had not been prayed for and thats when Satan moved in. I was attacked with lie after lie. I heard you are forgotten again, you haven't done enough, you aren't good enough, who's really there for you Amy. Those thoughts overwhelmed me and silent tears rolled down my face. Katie (staff) came and prayed for me asking why I was crying. I told her the thoughts going through my head and she prayed and rebuked them in the name of Jesus. I did feel better but still was thinking I really didn't experience much. We had to close our time since it was almost 830 and we have a sound ordinance on the base. Amy went to the front and said who tonight spoke in tongues for the first time and many people raised their hands. That made me more upset. Of course I was happy for everyone because their experiences with the Holy Spirit were amazing. After she was done speaking she came up to me. She asked if I had experienced anything and I told her about my hands and she held my hands and prayed for me saying come Holy Spirit, come fill Amy. She prayed against the doubt I was feeling and the fear. She saw how hungry I was for it and she spoke it out over me. I stood there with my hands open and Amy said, there He is, He's here, He's on you. I still stood there with fear and she said Amy, start speaking. At the moment with her encouragement I began speaking in tongues. That went on for about a minute and Amy just smiled when I opened my eyes. I had about four of my friends surrounding me by that time. I am so thankful for the amazing people here that God has placed in my life. I am constantly being pushed to be stronger in my walk with God and thats my desire to have those kind of people in my life. I am sick of whats "normal." I want to live for God and whatever is not going to push me towards God needs to be taken out. God is real, He is wanting to work, He loves us like no one else ever can, and wants a relationship with each one of us. Pursue HIM! He is the one that will never let you down!
I will update throughout this week! I know its going to be a big one!
all my love <3
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The purpose of this email is to make certain accusations against the Chinese government and my
cry for help. Thank you for your time and your help will be highly appreciated.
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Are you aware that the news you are watching is interlaced with Communist China's propaganda,as
Communist China maps a realm of news with innocent lives?
Communist China is scheming a millennial terrorist activity by manipulating people's behaviors
through electromagnetic waves to contain criticism and harm innocent human lives.
1. The anomaly in community traffic of cars and motorcycles and drag racing,and reckless honking by
cars and motorcycles is exceeding an unprecedented level.
2. Communist China has the technology to scan the human brain waves through military satellite and
to discern and decipher their thoughts,scheming to instill individual interference focusing on
each individual in need using the satellite electromagnetic waves.
3. Deploying electromagnetic waves is poised to project onto the human brain with certain
sounds for the perception of grossly traumatizing or startling pain,or deploying the broadcast
of noise via electromagnetic waves in sleeping humans with edited clips of films or through
voice or image signals onto our brains or besiege our sensory functions with fabricated
audible and sensory illusions.
4. It manipulates one's moods,such as smiling,nervousness,disgust,panic,anger,sorrow,
desires,appetite,and so forth.
5. It interferes the human brain's thinking capability,memory or linguistic capability,to name a
few,causing spasms of muscles and fingers in the left and right hands,stinging aches
throughout the body,coughing,yawning,trembling,involuntary blinking of the eye,runny
nose and so forth.
6. Electromagnetic waves are deployed to hinder the motoring functions of the body and neck,
disrupt the heartbeat or respiration,manipulate dizziness,deprive one's sleep,spasm,saliva
gland,dental neural pain,etc.
7. Watch out that Communist China is infiltrating the news media by deploying electromagnetic
waves to besiege the broadcast media,map out viral disillusion or erroneous perception,and
investigate threats of brainwashing in viral spreading.
8. It further moved to deploy various symptoms in what one sees of media icons,gesture terms,
adding a skewed interpretation to one's cognitive awareness,misleading an individual to
hallucinate or suffer,such as the North Korean's rigid smile,which is a tactic Communist
China often deploys to counter the people.
9. By observing the resolution accuracy of Communist China's sound and image (scenario)
interference projected onto the human's brain,this can only be achieved with a certain level
of frequencies at the source of interference,hence there is no doubt that it has to be the
electromagnetic wave. Yet questions remain as to what range of frequencies the source of
interference deploys,or what kind of electromagnetic waves insulation chamber would suffice
to provide an insulation yield? Communist China might deploy specific metal alloys as small scale
molecular antennas, which are attached to the human brain in large number,creating
electromagnetic waves when the human brain is in function,where the current created by
Communist China's electromagnetic interference would poise to amplify in a staggering
number of multiplication,which Communist China can detect at all times to discern and
muscles would excel the generation of electrode,which in turn create a corresponding
electromagnetic wave within.
10. Some of Communist China's intimidation experiences in 2002:6.9 "Hey,are you tired of living?"
6.14 "We had concocted the bombing incident at the U.S. embassy in Pakistan"
"Jiang Zhemin ordered us to kill you,but without creating scenes"6.16 "The Pakistani
civilian troops confessed that they had schemed the bombing of the U.S. embassy in
Pakistan,which we had manipulated them to confess,so what are you going to do about it?"
6.19 "Hey,why don't you just go ahead and commit suicide""We are going to scheme
murder using the public bus"6.20 "Commit suicide by burning charcoal,get it?"6.25 "Jiang
Zhemin just does not like you,go hit your head against the wall".
11. I reckon that there are victims abound out in the street,no less alarming than wars,and those
not in the know or did not understand that Communist China's simple electromagnetic design
could easily turn people against each other,create moving incidents,little lese to say mislead
the youth to broach down the wrong path,suicidal prompting,design and fabrication of a host
of society news (which Communication China refers to as movie making),as Communist China has had a
decade long of the technology,and has long abused its technological advantages to scheme up design
of abusing human lives by arranging fabricated news to poison and infiltrate the free
world,manipulate and misguide the contents of the media,and deploy brainwashing and malicious
spread of viruses,done with insinuation and riddles.The fact that Communist China's slaughtering
the innocent had been the result of a high level of calculation,and a high level of rationalization,
where the threats are in existence,and cannot be ignored of their detrimental severity.
12. Communist China often coerce people to watch news compiled by the reporter Lu Yuling of the cable
news in order for them to be saved,but few are aware that Communist China had merely deploy the
reporter to entrap many people. I do envision that those that turn to committing crime as framed
by Communist China,the extra sufferings by the ordinary people,and the deaths of many innocent
lives will not go unnoticed as hindered by a condoning attitude.
13. Nazi Hu Jintao, Jiang Zemin, Chinese Liberation Army, security police and armed police have committed suppression and massacre on their own civilians. Hu, Jiang and the other atrocious butchers owe these innocent civilians! More horrible and serious is that they are using mysterious killing technologies to cause harms to human brains around the world, making advantage of numerous international politicians and journalists to help them commit atrocities and beautify their actions, aiming to overturn and suppress those innocent people and cover up their terrorist acts and win fame by cheating the world. Securing in the knowledge that they have strong backing, these arrogant and shameless butchers have committed tortures and mass killing cruelly to those innocent ones around the world. Unfortunately, neither these politicians and nor journalists knowing what is what would dare to express their conscience.
14. The inhumane acts and atrocities committed by Nazi China are far more vicious than that of Nanjing massacre in China during WWII committed by Japanese army, as Chinese government is using mysterious technologies to commit massacres to masses of bare-handed civilians around the world as well as launch violence and terrorist activities to suppress these completely unarmed people’s freedom of speech. These demons, like Hu, Jinag and Chinese Liberation Army, despise the chastity, dignity and precious life of those innocent ones and suppress the emotions of their beloved. Meanwhile, relying on the condition that most of people in the world will not be able to witness their vicious acts of violence and behaviors they have committed unscrupulously and shamelessly, these Chinese Liberation Army enjoys using cruel ways to torture, massacre and trample on these innocent people, physically and mentally, in one free world. The arrogant Hu, Jiang and those jackals nurtured under such ferocious power treat themselves as the symbol of benevolence and hero, as they fail to learn their gutless and vicious acts to trample on those innocent people. If these demons, butchers and dregs of human, such as Hu, Jiang and Chinese Liberation Army who have become frenzied and conscienceless appeared in the site of Nanjing massacre in WWII, they definitely would be the leading roles to act atrocities!
15. We don’t want to see masses of innocent people to fall victim to the hell on earth built by red China where they will be susceptible to tortures and massacres for thousands of years.
16. Despite being even unable to fend for themselves in face of the high-tech detriments and attacks from China, we can not tolerate the fact that these politicians and journalists will become the accomplices to help China commit its terrorist acts and suppression on these innocent people in the current era or an unknown future.
17. In view of the notorious, vicious and sinister Hu, Jiang, Chinese Liberation Army with blood-stained hands, we just cast doubt over whether these greats of knowing what is what who have negotiated with these demons will show their conscience to save these innocent civilians or will act just for the sake of their profits, or are under the control of China. In this current drowned world, how will these innocent lives be treated in face of the atrocious acts committed by these diabolical figures, or when these innocent people will witness the practice of democracy in China? Will these phenomena turn out to be the joint efforts and endeavors achieved by China and those powerful figures in the world? Are we really dedicated to overturning such adversity? Our goal is to eliminate the vicious power one day with our strenuous efforts, and we absolutely will achieve it!
Chen,Shun-Chuan 2002.10.13* Republic of China (Taiwan)
Amy, I am so happy for you and how you are growing over in Hawaii! These blogs are so encouaraging and almost make me cry at how amazing the Lord has been in our life lately. I am praying for you constantly! I love you and I love reading these blogs!
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